WHY IM DOING THIS WORK
I spent years trying to fill the painful void of not feeling good enough through external validation, achievements, success, love etc. But all that did was make the void even bigger, louder and more painful because no matter what I did, or what people thought about me, I still didn't feel good enough.
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By seeking to fix this 'not good enough' wound by means outside of myself,
I was actually making it worse.
I was letting it fester by not consciously choosing to go into it and tend to what's there.
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It was like running around asking everyone if they had the right bandaid for a bullet wound.
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It was up to me to go in and feel my way through to where this heaviness lived in my body before any healing could actually happen.
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And the moment I went inward and gave this wound my full undivided attention, held myself there, poured love and validation there without trying to fix it, I just allowed myself to really be with it...
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I felt better.
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I experienced a softening, a relief,
as the wound spoke to me and said
'thank you for finally being with me.'
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As sobs broke from the depths of my soul I realized this isn't just something I've been carrying around this lifetime.
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This wound was generational, and spanned across many lifetimes.
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As I felt the cathartic alchemy unfurl from my body, curiosity struck:
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"What other healing is waiting for me in my shadow?"
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Suddenly my own underworld became a place of self discovery.
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And the more descents I made, the lighter I became.
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The more I learned about myself,
the more confident I became,
the more I courage I had to descend into the my own shadow,
the more I remembered how to fly with my light.
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This is why I am so passionate about this work.
I'm here to be of service to you,
to be a guide and hold space for you as you journey through your own shadow.
I'm here to encourage and empower you, to share the tools that supported me in this journey, and support you in reclaiming yourself as your own greatest healer.
Imagine what it would be like...
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to feel compassion, understanding and unconditional love towards your deepest core wounds.
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to be your own healer and reclaim your souls truth
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to feel supported and empowered through this death and rebirth process.
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to see the darkness as a divine and integral part of the process, as normal and sacred as the night sky, illuminating what is impossible to see in the light.
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to let go of the weight of having to do this alone, and lean into the comfort of supportive, understanding company.
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to experience healing not just in the mind, but through your body and your soul.
what's on the other side
Tell me if this sounds just like you...
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you have a BIG heart, you're always looking out and taking care of your loved ones, making sure their needs are met and that they're happy. Even if it means putting your needs and desires on the back burner.
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you have this desire to know your power and embody your full authentic self, but it feels far away and out of reach.
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when you feel overwhelmed your mind starts to feel like a war zone, and you either want to completely shut down and turn everything off, or run to a far away land and start a new life.
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you're tired of feeling the weight of the world and want to learn how to experience more joy, confidence and pleasure in your body.
I see you, and what I know to be true is that you are not alone in this, and there is a way through.
The truth is...
this work is not
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bypassing your 'negative' emotions and only thinking positive and empowering thoughts.
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a quick easy fix to feeling better - this work takes courage and devotion, that's why the foundation is built upon feeling supported through this journey so you don't get lost or give up.
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about going into your shadow and staying there to re-live old traumas and sink into victimhood.
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just done in the mind.
the phoenix journey IS
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a devotional journey of self discovery, a reclamation of who you are, on a soul level embodiment.
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honest and raw, meant to empower your sovereignty and support you in owning your experiences and emotions with compassion, accountability and validation.
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finding the places your body is still holding limiting beliefs and self sabotaging behaviors so you can clear them from the root and plant new seeds with intention.
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for you if you're ready to feel supported in your unravelling, the void, and the rising rebirth of remembrance.
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about remembering that you are your own healer, and the medicine you seek comes from within the walls of your own body.
TESTIMONIALS
"I had the blessing of being led through a transformative grief practice with Shelby.
Believe me when I say, I am picky af about who I'll do deep healing work with.
Shelby is an oracle & guide whose magic always impresses me. She is the real deal.
The ones who choose to embark on her Phoenix Alchemy container are so lucky."
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- Hannah Schultz
"Oh man Shelby ! these 12 weeks flew by and I’m not the same person.
I loved that each week focused on something new , and honestly every week I internally said “oh shit.. I don’t know if I can do this”
Sometimes it took an extra week, sometimes I did the practices multiple times . Every time I stepped out knowing myself in a new way, finding new pieces .
This experience with you has been life changing, and the most important piece for me was the support and check ins there were along the way . Having someone available and there to help integrate was the best part for me.
Thank you"
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- Emily Tucker
some of what you'll learn inside
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My somatic emotional methodology to move through any emotion with embodied presence.
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How to connect with your own spirit guides and high-self, feel their frequency and receive the messages meant for you through this journey.
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How to navigate through the shadow chamber of your heart, reaching the unstruck sound.
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Integrate your shadow emotions & limiting beliefs.
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Feel your way through your anger and discover the wisdom beneath.
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The alchemy that unfolds when your shadow is witnessed by the unflinching gaze.
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How to ignite your power through various breathwork and embodiment practices.
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The story only your soul knows how to tell.
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How to harness your life force energy through embodied pleasure
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Re-discover and embody the truth of who you are, the power that you possess, and the gifts that your soul holds.
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+so much more!
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How does it work??
3 month mentorship program
bi weekly live transmissions, ceremonies and journey style practices (all recorded)
integrated with bi weekly balance of recorded embodiment practices, self reflection practices and guided meditations. (lifetime access)
(One week soul transmission, one week integration period with supportive practices)
Option to add on x3 1:1 Soul Alignment Sessions to further support you through this journey of becoming and remembrance.
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how it works
Say yes to the journey and claim the path of rising phoenix.
(Option to book a free discovery call before opting in.)
Sink into the relief of being supported through this
chapter
of soul
self
evolution.
You can join in anytime, access to material is received upon payment, and you get to go at your own pace.
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